A Rose For Hope

Today is the day I am questioning my sanity. No, that isn't accurate, today is the day I pushed my sanity to almost breaking. I’m going to call it an anxiety attack since I have no better words for it right now. I was very close to quitting my job. Somehow, reason entered my consciousness and I stayed at work. Eventually I felt better, I think it was one young kid calling me ‘ma’am’ that did it. He seemed to be having fun, so maybe it was slightly infectious. I used to have fun at this job, I’m not sure what changed. By the end of the shift (Well, I left a little early, so even before the true end) I was singing along with the music playing. I am happy that I was able to turn around my mood.

My other happy thing from today is that I found two roses, one that is mostly gone and one that is a bud. We have had frost. I think this is close enough to the house to keep it going a little longer.  It makes a beautiful, hopeful thing to end my day.  



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Currently reading: Pocketful of Miracles: Prayer, Meditations, and Affirmations to Nurture Your Spirit Every Day of the Year, Joan Borysenko.

Currently listening to: The Dream Thieves, by Maggie Stiefvater.

Thank you for being part of my happy things. Stay safe.

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  1. --K.November 4, 2022 at 2:59 AM

    I've been struggling with work and mood lately too, I can empathize. Sending you love and strength.

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